I think I'm growing up and growing old. I've met many people, learn many things and changed. Yes, I have changed. Like in a good way maybe. I may not a totally bad person but not a nice one either. I have the good and bad in me. Before, when I was in middle school, I have this kind of mindset that people just get along with people who have the same humors as they are. I couldn't stand anyone who have different opinions from me, like I would get mad easily. I hate the fact that their opinions are so silly and why don't they just accept mine. And now that I changed (I think I have but I don't know if I do), I know I'm growing mature over things like that. That everyone have their own opinions and you just need certain way to deal with it, accept it, argue about it, ignore it, it depends on yourself. You're the one that should decide how you want to deal with it. But now that I changed, people think that I'm a good friend, like always nice, ...
I might be stressful but I never weak, still stand stronger than ever Im 24. This year. And about 03 weeks, we're going to enter a new year, 2017 and one month after that, I will be 25. Yes. 25. That is fascinating how time flies, i still remember when i was younger, a teenager, im always dreaming about being a working adult, have my own money, buy things that i want, and stuff. And now that im in that position, that adult, i have my own money BUT together with some liabilities, which i never knew about when i was younger, I do buy things that i want BUT one at a time and i have to check the price first. It just different. When we are younger, we didn't know those things. Like, we own a car by using loan (unless we are rich we pay cash) and loan need to be paid monthly without fail and our money is limited to pay or buy everything that we needed/wanted/required, that, we have to continuously working to earn the money. And the issue here is t...
when you wanna study, don't ever say "later".. and then, you sleep first, set alarm to wake you up for the " later".. but then, the alarm is not working.. and you overslept.. and to study, I guess I don't have the mode anymore. : that's what just happened now and here. but I keep going. woke myself up, walked to the table with all the books on it and the "lappy". And here I am, "lappy" over books. update all the " facebooks, blog, tumblr, twitter & so on.. okay.fine. I have to change the mode & the channel. online mode => study mode. cause I have ( checklist) for tomorrow: *tension* ~ presentation on law ~law quiz ~submit mandarin video * which have to be edited again & again* ~law test * covers 2 chapter* and tomorrow is the last day of class for my first term in Uni's life. * happy* Be prepared for the upcoming final exam yeahh!! * nervous* get back to study. ...
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