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Knowledge

Sometimes, all you want is just learn. Know about something. It's a knowledge. But some people just misunderstood your intention. Knowing something doesn't means you'll lose faith on your belief. And dear people, showing off your belief doesn't make me have faith on those. It just make me more faithful on mine. Be careful on what you say, sometimes it hurt till I lose respect. For me, just have faith on what you believed, I don't have to make everyone to believe what I believed. Maybe it just not logic, unacceptable, beyond curiosity. But when you have faith, you don't have any reasons. You don't have to understand why. All you have is trust that it is true. And that's what make me survive in this surrounding. I learn to believe what people told me, and I learn to be more faithful on what I believed. There it is. Have faith. It's a knowledge to know something. Peace yalls.

101

On 101. I thought. The thought is just there. It never leave.  It will comes and goes.  Just like that.  Just leaving some thoughts. 

Faith & Trust

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Something I found. Thou I believes Him, still I always question why does everything happen. And guess I just have to have Faith and Trust Him. What had happened is always the best for me. Me: God, can I ask You a question? God: Sure Me: Promise You won't get mad God: I promise Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today? God: What do u mean? Me: Well, I woke up late God: Yes Me: My car took forever to start God: Okay Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait God: Huummm Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call God: All right Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that? God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that Me (humbled): OH GOD: I didn't

Calming

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Morning !!  Should be doing my revision right now.  But my notes are nowhere so I can't do anything that I started to get annoyed. Like seriously.  Can't even keep on my eyes on these papers.  Fed up ! Ughh.  How to study when our mood spoiled? I need to be normal. Be happy. Got paper to sit this evening. God Please give a calm heart and sweet day. Forgive me for what I've sinned. Mood, be good. Hope I'll not ended up like this.  P/s : Keep Calm and Don't Stop the Revision.

Dearest

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I was expecting. But still it was unexpected. Wish the moment freeze. frozen in time. And still be there. Wish the smile was only for me. That you always wait to give it to me. Wish that I'll be there for quite a while. So we can have that "smile at me, smile at you" moment. Sorry that I forget. I'm about to forget. I'll hold the door please come in and just sit here for a while this is my way of telling you  I need you in my life   It's so cold without your touch I've been dreaming way too much   Can we just turn this into reality Cuz I've been thinking 'bout you lately   maybe you can save me  from this crazy world we live in I know we could happen cuz you know that I've been feeling you Storms they will come but I know that the sun will shine again he's my friend and he says  that we belong together and I'll sing a song to break the ice just a smile from you would suffice it's not m

Always Be.

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Missing my family a lots.  My granny.  My papa. Mama. My sisters. Konnie. Normi. My little bro. Darron. Always be my hearties. I'm missing the moment we gather at the living room just to share about how we going through our day. I'm missing the moment we go somewhere to have our morning breakfast with our unwashed bare face. I'm missing the moment my dad telling us all the jokes just to make us laugh thou sometimes it's just too lame that we're not gonna laugh. I'm missing the moment we sing the songs on the radio so loud till our parents get annoyed. I'm missing the moment we're all worrying and being so caring about my cutie granny get sick. I'm missing the moment we spending our weekend arguing about movies on TV. I'm missing the moment we watch football match late at night and screaming out loud and get mad by my mom. She wanna sleep so bad. I'm missing the moment we laugh because of our funny habits in the morning. I'm

Throwback. Memories.

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I'm grown up ! I've been through a lot. Been part all of these beautiful and wonderful moments. Behind those smiles that I showed, there were tears, fears, sadness, and hardness. But when I look back at the pictures, I watch the Happy me. Never give up and Smile a lot. That's what I always keep in mind to go through all the hardships. Bad or good time, it will pass by. All we have just memories. Be glad that we experienced it. No regret over failures, losses. Time flies so fast. I miss those friends and moments. If I can replay my life, I will replay it all over again and again. Cause it was AMAZING !!