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Sunday, 29 December 2013


Sometimes, all you want is just learn. Know about something. It's a knowledge. But some people just misunderstood your intention.
Knowing something doesn't means you'll lose faith on your belief.
And dear people, showing off your belief doesn't make me have faith on those. It just make me more faithful on mine.
Be careful on what you say, sometimes it hurt till I lose respect.
For me, just have faith on what you believed, I don't have to make everyone to believe what I believed.
Maybe it just not logic, unacceptable, beyond curiosity. But when you have faith, you don't have any reasons. You don't have to understand why. All you have is trust that it is true.
And that's what make me survive in this surrounding. I learn to believe what people told me, and I learn to be more faithful on what I believed. There it is.

Have faith.

It's a knowledge to know something. Peace yalls.

Wednesday, 20 November 2013


On 101.
I thought.
The thought is just there.
It never leave. 
It will comes and goes. 
Just like that. 

Just leaving some thoughts. 

Wednesday, 3 July 2013

Faith & Trust

Something I found.
Thou I believes Him, still I always question why does everything happen.
And guess I just have to have Faith and Trust Him.
What had happened is always the best for me.

Me: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise You won't get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Huummm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrassed):Okay
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm Sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...

 P/s : God is always there. For us.

Tuesday, 2 July 2013


Morning !! 
Should be doing my revision right now. 
But my notes are nowhere so I can't do anything that I started to get annoyed.

Like seriously. 
Can't even keep on my eyes on these papers. 
Fed up !
How to study when our mood spoiled?

I need to be normal.
Be happy.
Got paper to sit this evening.

Please give a calm heart and sweet day.
Forgive me for what I've sinned.

Mood, be good.

Hope I'll not ended up like this. 
P/s : Keep Calm and Don't Stop the Revision.


I was expecting.
But still it was unexpected.

Wish the moment freeze.
frozen in time.
And still be there.

Wish the smile was only for me.
That you always wait to give it to me.
Wish that I'll be there for quite a while.
So we can have that "smile at me, smile at you" moment.

Sorry that I forget.
I'm about to forget.

I'll hold the door
please come in and just sit here for a while
this is my way of telling you I need you in my life 
It's so cold without your touch
I've been dreaming way too much 
Can we just turn this into reality
Cuz I've been thinking 'bout you lately 
maybe you can save me from this crazy world we live in
I know we could happen cuz you know
that I've been feeling you
Storms they will come but I know
that the sun will shine again
he's my friend and he says that we belong together
and I'll sing a song to break the ice
just a smile from you would suffice
it's not me being nice, girl this is real tonight
There's no other, there's no other love
that I'd rather have, no
There ain't no one, there ain't no one else
I want you for myself
I know you want me, too

You melt my heart away with your smile.

P/s : Shine bright like a diamond. We're like diamonds in the sky.

Sunday, 30 June 2013

Always Be.

Missing my family a lots. 
My granny. 
My papa. Mama.
My sisters. Konnie. Normi.
My little bro. Darron.

Always be my hearties.
I'm missing the moment we gather at the living room just to share about how we going through our day.
I'm missing the moment we go somewhere to have our morning breakfast with our unwashed bare face.
I'm missing the moment my dad telling us all the jokes just to make us laugh thou sometimes it's just too lame that we're not gonna laugh.
I'm missing the moment we sing the songs on the radio so loud till our parents get annoyed.
I'm missing the moment we're all worrying and being so caring about my cutie granny get sick.
I'm missing the moment we spending our weekend arguing about movies on TV.
I'm missing the moment we watch football match late at night and screaming out loud and get mad by my mom. She wanna sleep so bad.
I'm missing the moment we laugh because of our funny habits in the morning.
I'm missing the moment we're forced to eat breakfast in the morning cause my mom already prepared it all. She'll be mad if we not finish it all.
I'm missing the moment our parents buy us new clothes for celebrations. The best part when we were young.
I'm missing the moment my younger sister and brother were the cutest kids ever that they still are now for me. Cause they're so little and naughty that I like to play with them.
I'm missing the moment that all of us siblings dance to a song like the craziest humans in the world.
I'm missing those moment that we had, that we're always together no matter how hard life could be. That's how amazing they're to me.

They might not The Best Papa, Mama, Granny, Sisters, Brothers.
But for me, they are. Always be.
They are the Best Family for me.

Cause they have give me a lots. Tonnes !
Being my supporters, my aspirations, my motivations, role models, my enemies, my friends, my childhood friends. They're everything.

Wish I can tell them.
But it just too embarrassing sometimes. Hahha.

It's not that I'm not missing them when I'm not showing it but sometimes we don't have to show it cause it always there inside our heart. Right. Yeah.

As time pass by, I'm afraid that I might got no time to spend with them just for my study. Like I never been there with them when they're growing up and growing old.

Hope that it's worth it.

( mosquitoes just my drink my blood. Ughh.)

That's it. I lost my phone. Its been weeks I didn't call them. Just chatting. Only with mom.

Last night, I dreamed of my elder sister, maybe I'm missing her so much.
We both are struggling for our final exams right now. Wish me and her Best of Luck !!

We always want to make our parents proud. Wish we will always be.
And dear little sister and brother, they're always the best no matter what they do.
Always the cutest siblings in the whole wide world whose getting older over time.
Still I will never treat them as teenagers. They're the old ugliest babies. HAHA.

And my granny. Be healthy.
Sorry that I lose control and get mad on you over silly things..
Sorry for the tears that I make you cry cause I always leaving somewhere for school.
 You knows I will always be back and be with you.
And you know I love you no matter what.

And mama and papa, for what they going through just for us,
just to make us live conveniently like others, give us possible luxurious life as you could. Thank you.
Thou we're sometimes a bit stubborn, Thanks for always be there and understanding.
For the mistakes that we made, sorry. For the bad thoughts that we have, sorry.

For every little things that we have hurt and make you cried, sorry.
For every words that we said just to make you angry, sorry.
Love you both !

P/s : Family mode on. Missing missing missing missing missing missing much much much. 

Friday, 28 June 2013

Throwback. Memories.

I'm grown up !
I've been through a lot. Been part all of these beautiful and wonderful moments.
Behind those smiles that I showed, there were tears, fears, sadness, and hardness.
But when I look back at the pictures, I watch the Happy me.
Never give up and Smile a lot.
That's what I always keep in mind to go through all the hardships.
Bad or good time, it will pass by.
All we have just memories.
Be glad that we experienced it.
No regret over failures, losses.
Time flies so fast.
I miss those friends and moments.
If I can replay my life, I will replay it all over again and again.
Cause it was AMAZING !!


P/s: Every steps means a world.