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Saturday, 31 March 2012

Dilemma: Futsal: A2B: Happy: Yellow card

"hahahhahahahahahhahhahah!"
This is what i feels now. so happpy! till i don't want to stop my smile.=)

The reason why??
I'm really enjoys Today moments!! I have my dilemma before.
I have 2 events for today, either to join facial treatment *for free* or Futsal.
& I do confused. I'm not so good in sport & I think that it's ok even if i didn't join the futsal.
and i really wanna join the facial treatment class.
I know that i can get benefit from it on how to take care of our facial skin. 

somehow, I choose to join Futsal cause I'm more to sports person (even if  i'm not good at it..=P). I just wanna have fun. i know which one is more exciting!  & it's totally fun & enjoyable!

We made a group with a name : A2B.
A2B stand for  part 2 group A & B.. 
it's my idea.. ahhahah. i'm so creative right! hahahah.
Btw, the name really bring the Luck!
we're not very good in futsal, most of us are plays for the first time.
But the result was too good, We win!!!! hahahah.
[can't u believe that?! sure u should believe it!]
nice huhh??..really nice..

BUT..
there's something...
so funny & i can't believe it too..
our team made a record too, the only group that got YELLOW CARD!
WAS! [what's a suprise!]
& the one who got that card is ME! yup, it's me!
ahahhahahhaha. well, i do like yellow but not it's card..

However, sorry for her,(the one that got injured during futsal) i didn't means to hurt her.. twice.
Sorry..=)

No need for facial treatment to be beautiful, im happy & im pretty. >.<
& I made a good choice for my dilemma! ahhahahahhah! =D

Dear friends: 
atiqah, nas, ada, zarra, najwa, mala, rina & puteri.
even though i'm so tired, i'm so HAPPY & enjoying the moments.


p/s: i'm just can stop happy till I'm sleep.

nite peeps!
Love yaa..< 3

Thursday, 29 March 2012

Mom, Happy birthday!

Photo: This is SIDIAH ALEH

she's my mom. & i'm her daughter. we're mother & daughter.

today is 30.03.2012 right?
so, based on the IC, today is her birthday! 

Happy birthday mom!! 

Love u muchoooooo~~~

Till now, I think I never wish her birthday cause we might feel that so cheesy.
& we never celebrate it together. 
her birthday just like the ordinary day of her everyday life.
& as for today, she's at Bintulu, while i'm here at Malacca.
obviously we're can't celebrate it. 

somehow, I wish the best for my mom! Thanks for everything!
 i know i'll never get any others mom in this world. 
she's my the one & only Mom..
& she's 
The BEST MOM EVER


Dear mom, 
even if u never say it out loud, I know that u really care bout us, 
even if u scold us, I know that u love us, 
even if u mad at us, I know that u didn't mean that.

& I want u to know, 
I never say "I love u" everyday, but I do
I ever mad at u, but I still love u
& I sorry for everything little things that make u cry
I know that sometimes I never understand how u feels
But I Love u mom.

Congrats for having us, The KEND:
Konnie Jati
Emmalin Naggie (me)
Normi Entika
Darron Medang

& Congrats for having ur beloved husband (our papa)
Baring Labang

Happy 45th Birthday MOM!!

*I wish that one day, i'll able to make a big celebration for ur birthday. >.<*


p/s: if i ever say this infront of my mom, i think my face will turns into really really RED!! so cheesy.hhahahhaha. Btw, ilovingumom. (i'm tearing)

love yaa <3




  

我做错了

i'm doing wrong. now. at this moment. i really means this seconds. i shouldn't be here.
*someone might wondering where the heck that i am now.*
don't be so negative! i'm not at the night club updating my blog. and for sure i'm not in the lockup or prison. * be resonable, it's no way that police will let me updating my blog there right?*

ok.fine. 

time to reveal!
 i'm on my bed, in my room.

# then, why did i said i shouldn't be here?
i have my OPM class now. (8.30pm-10.30pm) but i'm here, escaping. skipping my class.

# & i realize that i'm wrong? 
yup. cause it's a student crime!

# then why still i'm doing it?
cause i know that even if i'm going to the class, i'll be sleepy & i didn't give full attention. so, what's the point?

# why am i predicting the negative things? 
no.i'm not predicting. i'm afraid that it's really happens.

# so, looks like i'm so afraid & doing wrong?
guess so. maybe kott.

# is that the only reason i'm skip the class?
nope. actually i just woke up from my evening sleep just now, i'm late. & the main reason is I'm lazy & i'm feel like i'm doing anything ~~ =DD



i'm sleep. then alarm snoozing. & this is what i'm doing just now. =="

i'm feel so guilty. hmmm.

*chilll yahhh!!! (to myself)


nite.nite.
love yaa. <3

Wednesday, 28 March 2012

saja.

ya mmg. saja je aku nak update post nie. 

perhatian: 02.49 in the morning
sekarang dah tengah malam, atau lebih tepat, dah nak subuh. tapi aku bukan baru bangun,aku belom tidur pun. sbenarnya aku ada assignment, yang sharusnya aku siapkan sekarang kerana due date nya kul 12 tengahari esok.opps! hari ini ya. tapi aku terbuai dalam godaan social network, yang memaksa aku untuk blogging, facebook-ing, tweeting ; updating all the satus.
entah apa yang aku ingin katakan sebenarnya,atau mungkin sebenarnya memang tiada apa-apa. aku saja kan.
kan sudah aku katakan. 

aku baca lagi blog dia. dan hari ini aku baca banyak lagi entry dia. agak boring hari ini, atau mungkin penulisannya masa ni belum lagi memukau hati. bak kata dia,permulaan hanya untuk suka-suka, seperti aku sekarang. bukan suka-suka,tapi saja.

hari ini minda bercelaru seketika, gembira tiba-tiba, sedih tak semena.entah mengapa.* bukanlah angau!*
sekadar mencoret rasa, mencuci mata sudah buat aku terleka seketika.
terlalu banyak aspek penting; keluarga, persahabatan, dunia alam maya, cita-cita, ruang sebagai mahasiswi & kasih sayang. 

sayangkan, dia bukan yang sepatutnya, bukanlah tak sama, cuma ia berbeza. 
ah! saja ja. suka-suka. untuk  mencoret rasa. 

detik ini biar aku sendiri. malas nak berkata-kata. jap lagi matahari terbit semula, lagi sukar nak pejam mata.
better sleep sekarang. esok saya wat tugasan lepas kelas habis. sempat tak sempat bergantunglah.kan? 
yang tu bukan saja-saja atau suka-suka. yang tu betul-betul tanggungjawab saya.



this is my wishing list.hahhaa!

nite uoolsss!!!
love yaa. <3




Tuesday, 27 March 2012

aku: cara baru


ini mungkin hari pertama, aku sebagai aku. kerana apa? aku sendiri tak pasti.
akan tetapi, ianya mungkin effect sebuah blog yang baru aku tatapi. terlalu indah coretan dia sehingga dari pukul 2.25a.m tadi aku masih meneliti setiap bait kata dalam blognya. *sekarang dah 4.03a.m ok!* 
biarlah. aku sudah ketagih. 
setiap karya dia punya nilai seni estetik (betul ke istilah ku itu?) yang tersendiri. 
ada keikhlasan dalam penulisannya itu yang buat aku terbuai. 
dan aku risau sampai bila aku akan membaca coretan madah-madah berhelahnya itu? 
kerana aku seorang pelajar yang esoknya aku ada perbincangan & seharusnya sudah melelapkan mata dalam jangka waktu sekarang. 
ahhh! biarlah seketika aku mengerah otak untuk mencoret rasa dalam penulisan hari ini. 
tak perlu segala kata-kata yang perlu difilirkan 2-3 jam. 
segala yang tertulis mengalir lancar dari benak minda ini.
wahh..agaknya aku sudah boleh berkarya sama seperti dia.
sungguh! setiap postnya buat aku kagum & sedikit sebnayak aku mula menilai bagaimana orangnya. 
dan pada masa yang sama aku mula menilai & menghakimi diri sendiri terhadap apa yang dia utarakan dalam topik semasa. 
kalau aku terus menulis, aku takkan bangun seawal yang sepatutnya. 
kalau aku berhenti,susah untuk ku kembalikan mood menulis + idea bernas yang mencurah-curah ini. 
cukuplah.esok ada lagi kan? jadi esok boleh tulis lagi.
tapi kawanku pun masih berjaga,bukanlah sama-sama blogging, dia ada orang nak diajak bergayut selewat-lewat malam,seawal-awal subuh. 
dan aku,ada ini,laptop ini untuk menulis segala monolog dalaman. 
dia ketawa menghilai di sana dan aku di sini, memetik keypad laptop umpama ayam mematuk padi bunyinya. [teringat teguran seorang cikgu terhadap cara taipan aku yang perlahan & berbunyi-bunyi.]

okay. aku sudah selesai! malas lahh! 

p/s: totally insane. change into writing mode! =P

love yaa!

Monday, 26 March 2012

Today's Highlight!

These few days, I having a lots of fun. 
& I thinks a lots too.

Waiyyaaaa??!!!  hmmm. 
Busy? nope. I'm playing too. 
Tension? I'm laughing too. 
Happy? I tearing too..
Too many emotion involved. 

Not that I'm unhappy, but I just upset. 
For some reasons that I don't even know.
Yeah maybe I'm jealous but it's not hate.
 & having this feeling seems so low.
There's things that mess me up, but i know it'll go.
So, better smile instead of cry.
I'm prefer say hi rather than goodbye.
But still i don't know why that I've been so shy.
& that the reasons why for the things that I ever cry.
Living like a Barney, acted like Mickey.
I'm so lucky but I'm not so happy.

 
when there's spotlight, nobody saw me cry.

enjoying the weekend!

Big apple! we're craved for it!

The shirt: Angry Bird ( Teletubies version: I'm Po~~)

Speckiers: instead of buy it, just snap it!

LOL!! on the road. at nite. **shining bright**


see. I'm enjoying the days & nites. 
nobody knows how I feel deep inside.
I'm so lucky ! 
But just ~~
I'm not so happy.


miss uoollllsss`~

love yaa <3





Monday, 19 March 2012

I'm Learning.

Our life is a journey. 
Everyday is a process of learning. 
And our challenge is an improvement. 
We don't have to be the best, at least we do some improvement right?
 Learning is the best way to success. 
When we study, learn & we pass. 
If we fail, learn to accept the failure & get up again. 
And we'll be more matured to success in our life. 
Learn something new everyday, and you'll keep the knowledge till the end of the day.
* I learned something today, Thanks to my lecturer, Ms. FIN426..*

Bout something:
I had excellent achievement during my primary school.
I'm the one of best bumiputera student i guess.
I'm top 10 among the Chinese student in my class .
pretty good huhh? yeahh maybe.

Declining point:
My secondary result not quite good.
But i do have awesome achievement in co-curriculum.
Always be the representative for school's competition in many fields (except sports).
I'm a science-side student (i feel good enough) but I'm a weak student for my class.
And I'm get the "good-good" result for my SPM. Totally sad! ;(

Improve:
I'm continue my study in new field = accountancy.
*I really feel down : science =>accountancy*
But then, I have a good result even though I don't the "basic".
See? I am good. Haha!

And the best part was :
 I'm represent my college [LMC] in my fav interest [dance] in KAKOM10 & we got 3rd place.
I'm proud ok!!!  And i came out wit "dancing color" result from there. wahhhhh!! =))

Now:
I got here. UiTM KBM. BBA (hons) Finance student. *class gitu*.
For the 1st sem, totally suckkkss!! I'm failed 1 subject.
& I'm not involved in any activities *except the compulsory: bomba*.
I'm trying for netball once & I'm really good bad.

Based on the summary :
I'm have declining point here.
But i hope i can make it up this sem.
Gonna work for it! chaiiyookkkk!!! =D

MOM & DAD, I'LL WORK REAL HARD.

That's all. Nite.Nite. I'm gonna wake up early tomorrow. Choww!

Love yaa.. <3
emmalinnaggiebaring

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

ohhh my crush!

smile & im crazy..
laugh & im lost ..
stare & im flying..

I'm so falling on the ground..hahhaa!

like u.
love u
admire u.
syg u.
all u.
what's bout u?


owhhhh!
love yaaa.<3

Friday, 9 March 2012

Thinking of Secret

when you never told, nobody will know
if you keep it secret, then shout quitely 
even if you dream on it, you can't see even in sleep
wanna keep on like this & then you never be like that
once it gone, it'll never be back
stop thinking & then I'll be sleeping





Thursday, 8 March 2012

ohhaiiiyoOO..!

Morn sunshine !! 
* actually it's noon already *

Waking up for a new day
smile brightly
 & 
laugh widely.
=)

love yaa <3

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

A beginner : BookWorm

Facing a failure sometimes make us realize that it's not the end , 
but the beginning of something.
It's hard to accept it, but
 
"FAIL IS NOT AN OPTION".
 
Thus, take it easy yet seriously.
don't let  a FAIL 'follow' us everywhere.
Try to be a better person with some improvement.

I'm started to read some self enrichment books
 which give a lots of new ideas 
to live our life beautifully & simply the best!

THE POWER OF LESS
by Leo Babauta



AN HOUR TO LIVE ; AN HOUR TO LOVE
by Richard & Kristine Carlson


Seems like these are good books for a beginner like me.

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

New spirit!!

Well. I'd finished my 1st semester & now I'm going to proceed with the 2nd semester..
This is my 1st week..
& I'm gonna lighten up my spirit to boost up my energy & effort to score more this time..
It's not quite good for my last result..
*no need to mention the pointer right.*

So, let's do the best for this time!! 
KAMBADE!!

AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!







Thursday, 1 March 2012

9 minutes!

No broadband feel like im lost. 
So here i am again.
I have online for 4 hours.
No benefit at all.

But still i got a lots of info bout my "long lost" friends.
& this is the last 9 minutes.

so, im gonna update my blog.
I'll be going back to my campus this weekend. 2 days more.
so,enjoying this few days..with beloved Family.
& sweeties [dkreptsenses],
I miss them a lots.

love yaa. <3