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Sunday, 11 December 2016

If I could work from home, I would

I might be stressful but I never weak, still stand stronger than ever
Im 24. This year.

And about 03 weeks, we're going to enter a new year, 2017 and one month after that, I will be 25. Yes. 25. 

That is fascinating how time flies, i still remember when i was younger, a teenager, im always dreaming about being a working adult, have my own money, buy things that i want, and stuff.  

And now that im in that position, that adult, i have my own money BUT together with some liabilities, which i never knew about when i was younger, I do buy things that i want BUT one at a time and i have to check the price first.

It just different. When we are younger, we didn't know those things. Like, we own a car by using loan (unless we are rich we pay cash) and loan need to be paid monthly without fail and our money is limited to pay or buy everything that we needed/wanted/required, that, we have to continuously working to earn the money.

And the issue here is the working part. Some people earn big money with low-pressure job, some people have high-pressure job but earn  a little and sometimes high-pressure job can give you big money also, it depends on the job scope.

And might be depends on the individuals, work field. How they deal with their working environment, time, tasks, etc. will affect their performance and emotions at work.

Whatever it is, i think my current job is not for me. I get stressful a lot, always angry and irritated and frustrated at all the time for some very small little things.

It is not the job, it is me. 

The job need us to be around, to be available at all the time, any time, which, i can't afford.

I need my own time, my personal time, with family, with friends and if i have a boyfriend, i need time to be with him also if not i can kena tinggal at any time. Should I thanked God that I never had one?!!! And because of this job, I didn't even have time to look for one. !! And im going to be 25 soon, very soon.

And i hate that i have to commit so much for this job. Because it is ridiculous to attend clients at all the time, any time they want.

Let take this as a challenge and once you get some other opportunity, go for it because life is not about enduring the hardships and stress, life is about trying new things, learn new stuffs and we will see life in wider perspective.

Things will get better.
When the job is right for you, you will think of it as a career.
And a career never make you think of giving up.

Sunday, 22 March 2015

10 Mac 2015 : She's Gone

Yes. It's on Tuesday ,

Like usual , I'm off to work and do everything that I have to do.
Afternoon I'm had lunch with mom at Popular Corner.
An ordinary day,  that I thought so.

Got home , watching TV while chitchating with my family and nothing.

And suddenly my uncle says my granny's gone. I was shocked. Everything was too sudden.  I'm not even talk to her that morning or even after I got back from work. Because u never thought she will be gone that soon.

I cried wholeheartedly but she's not even move even a bit. I just don't know what to do. I knows she's but losing her that night was the last thing I would ever expected.

And I'm speechless.

Inek , amai meh d dah sakit lama , garing garing baka ke nganti parai tang agi meh d gerai , agi ulih makai , agi ulih begagai mina d enda ulih bejalai.
Enda meh kami ngadang d nadai malam nyak inik , nadai meh kami bangat kiruh ke d laban udah teleba ninga jako d sigi lain lain belama.

Madah diri meda sebayan belama ,sebana belama.
Nyo udah lali kami ninga sekumbang 5 taun d udah sakit.

Alu nadai bepadah meh d inek , alu enda berandau meh tua sarinyak. Baka ke nemu meh d inek,  udah kami duai kuni sama udah pulai kito baru d ngemulai ke dirik.

Nadai amat ga pemedih d te alu ngejang pegi enda pulai agi.  Enti baka suba , d belama nganti kami pulai , enda nyamai ko d nadai peda d ba rumah.  Tang nemu ga kami pulai inek , ambis belajar nyo pulai ga kami , betemu baru meh kitai.
Diato d ga ninggal k kami inek , nadai bepadah alu ninggal ke kami enda pulai kito agi.

Nyamai kami ila enti d udah parai ko d inek , tang pedih amai ga inek. Sinu amai , tusah amai ati. Baka dipandam belama , ai mata baka ujan belama.

Engka ila kami nyamai ati inek , ngenang d udah nyamai ba sebayan din , betemu enggau niang akik , begulai baru meh seduai. Badu meh d rangau rangau minta makai , minta padam kipas, minta anjung ke ruai , minta anjung ke bilik. Nadai agi meh kami ninga leka sabak d ngenang dirik enda ulih bejalai,  nadai agi enggau kami betundi begagai maya merik d makai , nadai agi ninga kangau d minta peda sebedau nurun kerja nurun bejalai , badu agi ninga ketawa d meda kami kucah kucah nganu d .
Badu meh d ringat ke kami inik,  badu agi .
badu tabil jari tua inek , badu tua sayang agi.
Nadai gk inek meh kami inek.

Arap d senang ba din inek , arap d nyamai.

Pulai meh d inek.

Kami sayau ke d belama . ♥

Thursday, 3 July 2014

World Cup 2014

My choice of World Cup is 

Yes !

Of course the main reason I chose this team is because of that man in No.10


So, later at 4 am, Brasil vs Columbia,

Good Luck !
And I'll be watching it. 

Wednesday, 25 June 2014

Move On

There are things in life that we just have to ignore and let go. And just move on.