Deny

seriously sometimes it makes me suck.
But sometimes it makes me feels.
To be honest, I am.
I do.
It does.
Yes.
It is.
True.
That's it.
Yeahh.
But I prefers, I'm not.
I don't.
It's not.
No.
Wrong.
Never.
It doesn't.
Cause I'm afraid.
To admit.
To confess.
To realize.
But to deny.



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