10 Mac 2015 : She's Gone

Yes. It's on Tuesday ,

Like usual , I'm off to work and do everything that I have to do.
Afternoon I'm had lunch with mom at Popular Corner.
An ordinary day,  that I thought so.

Got home , watching TV while chitchating with my family and nothing.

And suddenly my uncle says my granny's gone. I was shocked. Everything was too sudden.  I'm not even talk to her that morning or even after I got back from work. Because u never thought she will be gone that soon.

I cried wholeheartedly but she's not even move even a bit. I just don't know what to do. I knows she's but losing her that night was the last thing I would ever expected.

And I'm speechless.




Inek , amai meh d dah sakit lama , garing garing baka ke nganti parai tang agi meh d gerai , agi ulih makai , agi ulih begagai mina d enda ulih bejalai.
Enda meh kami ngadang d nadai malam nyak inik , nadai meh kami bangat kiruh ke d laban udah teleba ninga jako d sigi lain lain belama.

Madah diri meda sebayan belama ,sebana belama.
Nyo udah lali kami ninga sekumbang 5 taun d udah sakit.

Alu nadai bepadah meh d inek , alu enda berandau meh tua sarinyak. Baka ke nemu meh d inek,  udah kami duai kuni sama udah pulai kito baru d ngemulai ke dirik.

Nadai amat ga pemedih d te alu ngejang pegi enda pulai agi.  Enti baka suba , d belama nganti kami pulai , enda nyamai ko d nadai peda d ba rumah.  Tang nemu ga kami pulai inek , ambis belajar nyo pulai ga kami , betemu baru meh kitai.
Diato d ga ninggal k kami inek , nadai bepadah alu ninggal ke kami enda pulai kito agi.

Nyamai kami ila enti d udah parai ko d inek , tang pedih amai ga inek. Sinu amai , tusah amai ati. Baka dipandam belama , ai mata baka ujan belama.

Engka ila kami nyamai ati inek , ngenang d udah nyamai ba sebayan din , betemu enggau niang akik , begulai baru meh seduai. Badu meh d rangau rangau minta makai , minta padam kipas, minta anjung ke ruai , minta anjung ke bilik. Nadai agi meh kami ninga leka sabak d ngenang dirik enda ulih bejalai,  nadai agi enggau kami betundi begagai maya merik d makai , nadai agi ninga kangau d minta peda sebedau nurun kerja nurun bejalai , badu agi ninga ketawa d meda kami kucah kucah nganu d .
Badu meh d ringat ke kami inik,  badu agi .
badu tabil jari tua inek , badu tua sayang agi.
Nadai gk inek meh kami inek.

Arap d senang ba din inek , arap d nyamai.

Pulai meh d inek.

Kami sayau ke d belama . ♥



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