Fairy Tale of Black Pearl

The thing bout losing weight is so tough that I never success, not even once. Totally hates my current weight. Hate it so much. My days are all tensed with the thing : WEIGHT. It hurts my pride as a young girl so much! I needs to do extra efforts! Get started now! Be determine! Goal : 45kg The hardest part is to start. Let's Start!

Erase all about it. Nothing to worry. It doesn't means a thing. The burden is too tiring. So, why keeps thinking of it? Better get over with all of these. I'm done.  GET A LIFE MELL!!!! - What they used to say to me.  (don't know for what reason) It's better if someone can steal the bitter memory.

Being a nice girl like me is so tiring. That's why I wanna be a bad girl sometimes. But I'm NOT into it. So I'm back to being myself. The old me. Nobody knows me better EXCEPT me MYSELF. I can be BAD & NICE at the same time. Being so SAD & SMILE at the same time. Everyone done that. But I do that most often. Thinking so much after watching others' life. Get envious easily. I'm confuses, which one is fake & real? Hard to understand. Hard to believe. Keeps on thinking. Keeps on have faith.  P/s: Just a thinking, can't talk, so I'm just go with the writing.

Just love the moment it's happen Back then feel so sweet The way everything happens Waiting for the day Sometimes it's there Somehow it's not It had started I wonders when will it end? Now Happening no more. Try to let it go Try for another try Still hoping Wondering the end of story Will it end differently? P/s: I'm too good in hiding secret, even The Diary never knows about it.

Heyy hoooo! The Holiday is almost end. I'm back to here, Malacca. Ma 2nd home. Doing nothing but messing around.  Today, we went out. & we'd watched movie ( The Cabin In The Woods ) till midnite, and it's suddenly started raining. And there were no taxi, so we're just sat on the "provided" chair waiting for rain to stop or taxi to come or any help. and Thank God there are good friends exist in this world. They bring us umbrella & even plastic bags for cover. And left us behind after give us the umbrella & plastic bags. uhhhhukkkk! so sad. But we're just start walking, hoping for the road getting shorter. while thinking " how could they leave us in the middle of the night walking all alone across the streets. omaiigaddd!! " suddenly. In the middle of the walk, 2 motorcycles slowly stops.  & suprize!! It's the FRIENDS. They back, bring along extra umbrellas for us. Offer us a ride to get home. 3 persons per motor! cool ...

It's midterm Holiday!! Again. I'm come here, Kuala Lumpur. Staying at Bernadine's cousin' house. who's with me? For sure with the same person => Bernadine & Tifenny. Today's Port: Mid Valley, Kuala Lumpur. Nice shot huhh! credit to : Bernadine Take a snap on Apple PC's webcam. nice Brand! For tomorrow: Going to having a lots of walk here. spent some money. Just to have some fun. Hope to meet some friends tomorrow.  It's in planning. A promise to fullfil. Check it out for tomorrow. ^^ Nite Peeps!!  Funny moment Here: Opps! we'd met Samy Vellu at Padini. Ber tot he's Muthusamy.LOL. again. Nite.nite. P/s:  Spent your night at a place that don't belong to u gonna be so awkward & unease.

After a long time, akhirnya today Im updating my Blog.  Seriously, i've been so Busssssyyyyyyy far the last few weeks ( this weeks also not EXCLUDED)! I means April such an 'Assignment' weeks bole takk!! ughhhhh! Memang sangat-sangat-sangat & sangat memenatkan otak & mentaliti perasaan ku sebagai seorang insan yang bergelar pelajar (huhhh, kau!!)..   Tapi bukanlahh salah Lecturer, actually memang dah keja dorg arr nak bg assignment, presentation, mind map & ntah apa-apa lagi larrhh, idonknoe.  But, the point is semua lecturer nak buat benda yang sama, so of course saya dah rasa lain macam dah.. rasa sangat tenssiiiiiiioooooonnnnn.. huhhh!  tapi after hand in tasks tu semua, selesai presentation, rasa dia macam feedback tu not worth the efforts. Contoh, tido kul 4-5 pagi tapi esoknya presentation & assignment cam besa jerr. huhhh. sedeyhhhh larr kau! tapi takpa larrr. ini budaya budak menara gading yang sepatutnya kan.  Pukul 12 bukan lagi wa...