Fairy Tale of Black Pearl

"hahahhahahahahahhahhahah!" This is what i feels now. so happpy! till i don't want to stop my smile.=) The reason why?? I'm really enjoys Today moments!! I have my dilemma before. I have 2 events for today, either to join facial treatment * for free * or Futsal. & I do confused. I'm not so good in sport & I think that it's ok even if i didn't join the futsal. and i really wanna join the facial treatment class. I know that i can get benefit from it on how to take care of our facial skin.  somehow , I choose to join Futsal cause I'm more to sports person ( even if  i'm not good at it..=P ). I just wanna have fun. i know which one is more exciting!  & it's totally fun & enjoyable! We made a group with a name : A2B. A2B stand for  part 2 group A & B..  it's my idea.. ahhahah. i'm so creative right! hahahah. Btw, the name really bring the Luck! we're not very good in futsal , most of us are plays for the first ti...

Photo: This is SIDIAH ALEH she's my mom. & i'm her daughter. we're mother & daughter. today is 30.03.2012 right? so, based on the IC, today is her birthday!  Happy birthday mom!!  Love u muchoooooo~~~ Till now, I think I never wish her birthday cause we might feel that so cheesy. & we never celebrate it together.  her birthday just like the ordinary day of her everyday life. & as for today, she's at Bintulu, while i'm here at Malacca. obviously we're can't celebrate it.  somehow, I wish the best for my mom! Thanks for everything!  i know i'll never get any others mom in this world.  she's my the one & only Mom.. & she's  The BEST MOM EVER Dear mom,  even if u never say it out loud, I know that u really care bout us,  even if u scold us, I know that u love us,  even if u mad at us, I know that u didn't mean that. & I want u to know,  I never say "I love u" everyday, but I do I ever mad at u, but I...

i'm doing wrong. now. at this moment. i really means this seconds. i shouldn't be here. *someone might wondering where the heck that i am now.* don't be so negative! i'm not at the night club updating my blog. and for sure i'm not in the lockup or prison. * be resonable, it's no way that police will let me updating my blog there right?* ok.fine.   time to reveal!  i'm on my bed, in my room. # then, why did i said i shouldn't be here? i have my OPM class now. (8.30pm-10.30pm) but i'm here, escaping. skipping my class. # & i realize that i'm wrong?  yup. cause it's a student crime! # then why still i'm doing it? cause i know that even if i'm going to the class, i'll be sleepy & i didn't give full attention. so, what's the point? # why am i predicting the negative things?  no.i'm not predicting. i'm afraid that it's really happens. # so, looks like i'm so af...

ya mmg. saja je aku nak update post nie.  perhatian: 02.49 in the morning sekarang dah tengah malam, atau lebih tepat, dah nak subuh. tapi aku bukan baru bangun,aku belom tidur pun. sbenarnya aku ada assignment, yang sharusnya aku siapkan sekarang kerana due date nya kul 12 tengahari esok.opps! hari ini ya. tapi aku terbuai dalam godaan social network, yang memaksa aku untuk blogging, facebook-ing, tweeting ; updating all the satus. entah apa yang aku ingin katakan sebenarnya,atau mungkin sebenarnya memang tiada apa-apa. aku saja kan. kan sudah aku katakan.  aku baca lagi blog dia. dan hari ini aku baca banyak lagi entry dia. agak boring hari ini, atau mungkin penulisannya masa ni belum lagi memukau hati. bak kata dia,permulaan hanya untuk suka-suka, seperti aku sekarang. bukan suka-suka,tapi saja. hari ini minda bercelaru seketika, gembira tiba-tiba, sedih tak semena.entah mengapa.* bukanlah angau!* sekadar mencoret rasa, mencuci mata sudah buat aku terle...

ini mungkin hari pertama, aku sebagai aku. kerana apa? aku sendiri tak pasti. akan tetapi, ianya mungkin effect sebuah blog yang baru aku tatapi. terlalu indah coretan dia sehingga dari pukul 2.25a.m tadi aku masih meneliti setiap bait kata dalam blognya. * sekarang dah 4.03a.m ok!*   biarlah. aku sudah ketagih.  setiap karya dia punya nilai seni estetik ( betul ke istilah ku itu?) yang tersendiri.  ada keikhlasan dalam penulisannya itu yang buat aku terbuai.  dan aku risau sampai bila aku akan membaca coretan madah-madah berhelahnya itu?  kerana aku seorang pelajar yang esoknya aku ada perbincangan & seharusnya sudah melelapkan mata dalam jangka waktu sekarang.  ahhh! biarlah seketika aku mengerah otak untuk mencoret rasa dalam penulisan hari ini.  tak perlu segala kata-kata yang perlu difilirkan 2-3 jam.  segala yang tertulis mengalir lancar dari benak minda ini. wahh..agaknya aku sudah boleh berkarya sama seperti dia. sungguh! setiap postn...

These few days, I having a lots of fun.  & I thinks a lots too. Waiyyaaaa??!!!  hmmm.  Busy? nope. I'm playing too.  Tension? I'm laughing too.  Happy? I tearing too.. Too many emotion involved.  Not that I'm unhappy, but I just upset.  For some reasons that I don't even know. Yeah maybe I'm jealous but it's not hate.  & having this feeling seems so low. There's things that mess me up, but i know it'll go. So, better smile instead of cry. I'm prefer say hi rather than goodbye. But still i don't know why that I've been so shy. & that the reasons why for the things that I ever cry. Living like a Barney, acted like Mickey. I'm so lucky but I'm not so happy.   when there's spotlight, nobody saw me cry. enjoying the weekend! Big apple! we're craved for it! The shirt: Angry Bird ( Teletubies version: I'm Po~~) Speckiers: instead of buy it, just snap it! LOL!! on the road. at nite. **shining bright** see. I...

Our life is a journey.  Everyday is a process of learning.  And our challenge is an improvement.  We don't have to be the best, at least we do some improvement right?  Learning is the best way to success.  When we study, learn & we pass.  If we fail, learn to accept the failure & get up again.  And we'll be more matured to success in our life.  Learn something new everyday, and you'll keep the knowledge till the end of the day. * I learned something today, Thanks to my lecturer, Ms. FIN426..* Bout something: I had excellent achievement during my primary school. I'm the one of best bumiputera student i guess. I'm top 10 among the Chinese student in my class . pretty good huhh? yeahh maybe. Declining point: My secondary result not quite good. But i do have awesome achievement in co-curriculum. Always be the representative for school's competition in many fields ( except sports ). I'm a science-side student (i feel good enough ) bu...

smile & im crazy.. laugh & im lost .. stare & im flying.. I'm so falling on the ground..hahhaa! like u. love u admire u. syg u. all u. what's bout u? owhhhh! love yaaa.<3

when you never told, nobody will know if you keep it secret, then shout quitely  even if you dream on it, you can't see even in sleep wanna keep on like this & then you never be like that once it gone, it'll never be back stop thinking & then I'll be sleeping

Morn sunshine !!  * actually it's noon already * Waking up for a new day smile brightly  &  laugh widely. =) love yaa <3

Facing a failure sometimes make us realize that it's not the end ,  but the beginning of something. It's hard to accept it, but   "FAIL IS NOT AN OPTION".   Thus, take it easy yet seriously. don't let  a FAIL 'follow' us everywhere. Try to be a better person with some improvement. I'm started to read some self enrichment books  which give a lots of new ideas  to live our life beautifully & simply the best! THE POWER OF LESS by Leo Babauta &  AN HOUR TO LIVE ; AN HOUR TO LOVE by Richard & Kristine Carlson Seems like these are good books for a beginner like me.

Well. I'd finished my 1st semester & now I'm going to proceed with the 2nd semester.. This is my 1st week.. & I'm gonna lighten up my spirit to boost up my energy & effort to score more this time.. It's not quite good for my last result.. *no need to mention the pointer right.* So, let's do the best for this time!!  KAMBADE!! AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!

No broadband feel like im lost.  So here i am again. I have online for 4 hours. No benefit at all. But still i got a lots of info bout my "long lost" friends. & this is the last 9 minutes. so, im gonna update my blog. I'll be going back to my campus this weekend. 2 days more. so,enjoying this few days..with beloved Family. & sweeties [dkreptsenses], I miss them a lots. love yaa. <3