Fairy Tale of Black Pearl

Tak salah mengalah walau tak buat salah. Tak salah maafkan dalam kita berkawan. Tak salah menegur kalau tujuan betul. Tak salah bergaduh untuk persahabatan lebih kukuh. Everyone is different, don't tell them to understand us if we don't even understand them. Don't judge who's wrong, who's right. Instead, think of how to make things get better. Don't ask who should apologize first. cause ANGER or SELFISH  never be our good friend. Give & take. Sorry & forgive. Fight & get back again. "Jangan kata kita tak kisah, jangan kata kita tak salah, jangan kata kita yang salah." P/s : Fikir apa yang boleh baikkan keadaan, jangan fikir siapa patut disalahkan.          Jangan jadi mahkamah kecil untuk perkara kecil. 

hey O. I'm so lucky. she's so lucky. yes! we're so lucky. Cause we're having trip to Perak for free. No fees. Zero. Lucky me & us. Am I excited? yup but not too much.  Excited cause I'm having so much stress for tone of procrastinated tasks & assignments & (not to mention the problems ) that have to be settled in this week.  *btw done already for this week *  So, this trip like giving a reward to myself as I'm able to finished all that with all my group's members.  Well done for all of us !  Good Job i guess. And now let's focus on what next. means what are there for next week.  And maybe not so excited cause it we're going for a trip with some members of a club that i'm not belong to. Btw, they're good actually, it just " let's not judge the ice cream by it price."  But still, for certain, " If I am not interested to being your friend, I never will." # justsaying# And yeahh! It's Per...

WE CHANGE IN PERSON,  CHANGE IN ATTITUDES, CHANGE IN IMAGE, CHANGE IN PERSONALITY. SOMEHOW, DON'T CHANGE WHO WE ARE. 

It's Saturday peoples! yeahh. 2 more weeks to go.  And then .. study weeks & then, war world => Final exams  and then go back to SARAWAK . my hometown, Bintulu.   I miss the home, not the town. heheh. Can't wait u know.  fine. forget that. I got chores to do here.  To Do List: * wash clothes  * clean my room * Assignments * Homework * study & revision for test ( ughhhh. it's tone of it here you know. ) And I'm done doing half of the things up here. Well Done to me!   Actually it's a little out of the time frame I planned. I should wake up at 8.30 am. But I'm late. Its 3 pm plus plus. I wanna start to do something at 5 pm then, but its extend to 9 pm I guess. so, i'm so out of time. & this because of my self-discipline! all of the assignments & homework should be submitted by monday, tuesday, etc... all on this upcoming week. And I can't postpone it again, because there are too many things on ...

Tired. tired.tired.  One word but saying it once feels like it's not enough. And today is so hot too.  panas. panas. panas. And the mood is so wrong. But I'm not in bad mood. hehehe. Eating with housemates & roommate that I haven't meet for ages. *Hiperbola nyerrr * Rindu rindu rindu.  Tapi saya penat cause today is Ujian Kecergasan. Betul betul betul  menguji kecergasan me yang tak berapa nak cergas nie.  Btw, I'm quite athletic okay. tengok muscles laa. after u sees muscles, see the perut laa. ^^ my property okay. Zillion dollar.^^ And that taklimat really freak me out.  I'm seriously not kind of study hard. But I have that LUCK i guess.  Lucky me.  well, got to put some efforts after the talk. This sem is not so easy. But I will try to give my ALL. Go mell go!  Sometimes the cure is just next to you. Don't ignore it. P/s : I'm try to be carefree so I won't be so envious of others, so ...

Hey O. Today is one of the worst day ever. Maybe I'm not the one who being scolded but seriously, come on laa. Tau laa we're so wrong but why don't just give a lil bit of consideration? Maybe we deserve that. Tapi kan rasanya macam ter-OVER juga pon ada. kan.kan. well. It's just about not prepared and not prepared nothing at all. Yeahh what? Just have guts to do so. And the ideas just lost. Seriously kesian dengan my friend.well, maybe this thing happened to teach her to be more strong. dari segi mental & fizikal. That's a must. plus, we're about to face outside world. so, bertambah tambah laa stress &  pressure nanti kan. Plus, if we're obligated with big responsibility. Kata uncle spiderman: " with great power, comes great responsibility." lebih kurang laa tu kan. heeeheee.  So, Today lesson, DON"T ever procrastinate your work. especially when the Lecturer is SOoo strict. For tomorrow, there is another presentation so, give m...

When I'm study here, lots of question bothering me.  " Kat Sarawak still tinggal kat rumah panjang ke?" Yes. we are. we never left our culture. But we also have one bungalow in the city. " kat Sabah guna Ringgit juga ke? " Sabah is part of Malaysia if you people study History & Geography in your school back then. " Hell yeah. what a ugly face. Totally like IBAN! " seriously this statement is hurting me inside, outside & at all sides.  firstly nobody ugly. and saying a RACE to  symbolized the UGLYNESS is too CRUEL.  Plus  "I AM IBAN GIRL." Should I says that when we're older we will take everything differently or everything actually turned out differently.  Or the things are different when we're at different places, with different people and different race and religion?  wait.  Did I mentioned " different race & religion"?  Well, when I was young I thought that we're in one...

"Whenever we come to a new place, meeting new people, we will always encounter the same situation which everyone will trying to judge who we are at first sight. And that's why we should give them kind of "amazing" first impression. " okay. I think that would be a good start for my Personal Development presentation on this Thursday. The title : How to make a good first impression? To be honest, I not really good in giving a good first impression throughout my days back then. Maybe it is too awkward to meet new people right? yeah.  Some of the comments that I got from my friends when they first met me was sometimes, far more different of who I am ; and sometimes too hard too be true that they can figure me out.  " you looks so matured back then that I thought you are a serious girl." " your friend (me) looks kind of innocent and kind girl." *yes I am. hahah* " you! Jadi bendahari, muka macam gangster. senang nak mi...

I'm listening to a song. And the lyrics are so touched and meaningful. Just wanna shared. Dedicated to my papa, "Thank you for being my dad." A son rarely tells his Father 
How he really feels,  
A handshake or a pat on the back 
Is all that he reveals, 
I'd like to right that wrong, 
Here in this little song. Thank you for shaping my life,  
Thank you for teaching me all you can,
 You are no ordinary man, 
You make me everything I am. Thank you for taking the time,  
Thank you for showing me the way,  
And thank you for being there
When I need you,  
Thank you for every single day. Now I've been blessed with a son of my own,  
Got my own bedtime stories to tell, 
If I can raise him half as well
As you raised me,  
Guess I'll be doing pretty well. Thank you for your guiding hand, 
 Thank you for making my dreams come true,  
You're an extraordinary man,
 And I hope you're as proud of me
 As I am proud of you. Thank you for giving ...

Tear drops in my heart "Crying is my deepest expression in life." Feel lonely. I'll cry. feel very very mad. I'll cry. so bad bad mood.  I'll cry. so touching touching.  I'll cry. And I'll cry a lots lots more when I'm sad. The tears will never stop whenever the emotion is hurt.   And the reason of crying never makes sense sometimes.  All I wanna do is just cry till I feel sleepy.  & The hurt will slowly leaving me.  It's the best  medicine for my heart. " Let's cry when you are alone & then smile like you never cry." P/s : I cry so much in these few days. And I'll be fine. I'm okay. ^^ Lots of Love,  emmalinnaggiebaring

Let's Imagine!  *** Just be what you wanna be! And what will you be? * Come on. Don't be so naive by saying you wanna be a doctor. ==" * Be something. Someone. Or whatever type of person. And me, I will think of myself as a cool type of girl who doesn't give a shit bout what people says.  * but I can't be this type, cause I really care bout what people think of me.* and  wanna be a girl who can plays guitar or drum or any kind of music instruments that looks cool.  *Please, not a trumpet !!! * and I wanna be a girl who lost in the world of photography. cam whore! And I wanna be a real good dancer! Dancing & poppin like Pauline Matta or Keone & Mariel couple!  * Oooo ... wouldn't I be so cool ? .. Aww! * And I wanna be good in sport also. Like volleyball & netball  & basketball especially. That's all.  * but I'm so weak in sport. Totally bad! * And good in playing pool. A g...

 Family is my everything. They are the precious thing to me. We are not perfect but we perfect each other. I have 6 beautiful persons in my beautiful sweet & cute family. Papa, mama, my eldest sister, my younger sister, my youngest brother and my sexy granny. Papa My Apai. He's our captain. Whatever he says must be followed. But, don't misunderstood, he's not that strict like a soldier. He's a funny dad, always make those silly billy jokes and tease us especially my mom. But, sometimes, we get hurts easily with his jokes though we know it's just a joke. Yeah, we get sulk so easy especially when dad do the teasing things. Owhh. Very sensitive ! He maybe a funny dad, but he's pretty scary when he's mad! I'll be angry too to hide that scared feeling. >.< He may not a great dad, but he's my favorite and beloved dad. He's the BEST PAPA! He always told us to do the best for our own benefits. He supports us no matter what we do, but ...

^^ Kelu lidah berkata.  kaku jari jemari. mata terpana saja. melekat pada seorang jejaka dia idaman semua. yang perempuan sahaja. aku cuba mencuba. mahu tahu bagaimana. selama nie tak pernah sekali meluah rasa. biar suka macamana. pembetulan. aku bukan meluah rasa cinta. sekadar ingin berkawan. mula-mula diterima. sekadar dalam dunia alam maya. sebagai kawan. bertuahnya rasa. Tapi itu sementara. sebab aku ingin mencuba lagi. aku ucap kata kata sempena hari lahir dia. esoknya aku cuba periksa, dia balas apa. Hahahahaha. aku mula rasa kecewa.  dia suka ucapan dari semua. kecuali aku punya diketepikan. kenapa?  aku pun tertanya-tanya. Hari ini hari lahir dia. dan aku TAKKAN ucap benda sama yang akan buat aku kecewa. mungkin terlalu hina bagi dia untuk suka ucapan aku itu. dan aku  ingin Berhenti Berharap. Ingin biar wujud dia semakin hilang dalam minda, dalam hati, dalam sanubar...

Betul apa orang putih kata : " don't judge the book by it's cover". dengarlah kata orang kita, " tak kenal maka tak cinta." ya! aku setuju betul. Acap kali makcik-makcik and pakcik-pakcik berbisik kalo anak dara sebelah umah bawa teruna rambut perang, seluar londeh sampai nampak jenama spandernya. " amboi, macam tu rupanya taste anak Mak Limah tu yer. hmm. rugi je hantar tinggi-tinggi belajar kat universiti, balik-balik je nak kahwin ngan budak jalanan." Amboii kau! panas. panas. panas. mana aku tahu? aku pon salu lepak ngan makcik-makcik aku okay! heee. And bila nampak anak sedara depan umah kawin ngan anak orang berada, orang kaya: pakai smart. bergaya. berkerjaya. berjaya. Ya, handsome juga. " wahhh! hebat lahhh anak kau! dapat orang kaya, muka tampan macam artis luar negara, berkerjaya. untung anak kau. bertuah badan yerrr~~" Hmmm. memuji-muji kau yer.. setahun lepas tu : " baik betul menantu Mak Limah tu, selal...

Missing those smokey? yeah I know. It's make life colorful. once you try, you'll ask for twice. Told you what. it's dangerous. it's unhealthy. For girls, he's cool. For guys, she's bitch. P/s: Dad, it's bad for your health. ^^ /  My man, u looks cool. Aww! 

Ohaiyoo! Late post. on 14 Oct 2012, I'm joined Peers Day Out organized by Peers Club. We went to Taman Botani, Bukit Cherakah, Shah Alam. And quite fun. Not so fun tho. Penat jalan-jalan. Sem lepas punya Peers Day Out lagi BEST!!!! Btw, make more friends and experiences. so, worth it! And here the pictures! >.<

Debate. It's kind of lil formal. But, told u what ! It's fun!! so muchh funn.!!! "THW BAN ALL FORMS OF BEAUTY PAGEANTS" " THBT PLAYERS FOUND GUILTY OF RACIAL PROBLEMS SHOULD BE BANNING FROM PLAYING FOR THEIR COUNTRY" "THW CRIMINALZED GANGNAM STYLE" That's the hot topics for our today Debate Challenge! Quite fun. And I had most happening experience joining this debate. But we're not that good. so-so. It's okay for first timer people like us. with new rules. It was okay. Tho we didn't get to proceed till last round. It's fine. Win is not the only matter! The important thing is that we become more confident to talk in ENGLISH at the front. It was so frightening at first, but then, we really want it more. It's like "exercising" our brain when they make us brainstorming of lots of brilliant ideas at that very limited time. ( I got lots of " Beauty" pimples due to the hardcore brainstorming. Aww! ) ...